Leo- he still hasnt answered. I dont know what to do. okay yes I do. I should stop speaking to him AND try to not think about him. because i need to work and focus on my studies. Then when ill be free, when i graduate and when ill be done with everything ill concentrate on GETTING him. Pandora thinks i got feelings. I thougth so too..but no!!! its just that I dont like it when its me chasing the guy..what i want is that he chases me...that he starts wanting me more than I want him..humans always want and desire what they cant get..well i want E. AND I WILL GET HIM. from now on its my objective. But since I know there is no need to waste too much time on him now (since he isnt in paris right now) I will try to, as I said before, put him aside in a little part of my brain and keep him for later. I will tryyyyyy because for the moment i am obsessing..uhhh.

the worst thing in all this is that i am so much hotter than him. Like really. HE SHOULD WANT ME SO MUCH.